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[Aug. 31st, 2011|01:11 am] |
 Because I know that it's true.
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[Aug. 6th, 2011|12:40 am] |
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"People hold on to memories so tight, because they do not change, while people do." Cliche as it sounds, it's apparently true.
I'm afraid. This fear of losing something so dear and important to you is terrifying. I'm dreading it, I never want it to happen.
Mentally weak, crying at every little thing. Sometimes I actually do set my mind into heading towards that direction, but the past will come back and haunt me. That feeling of heartbreak? Y'know the part where your whole body weakens, every nerve in your body slowly starts to feel numb, a tickle down your spine, your entire body. A feeling so negative, yet so true, and definitely strong. I remember that day oh so vividly. Something I will never forget, never ever. Just know that you give
me something I have never felt before. A feeling that's so hard to let go off, so hard to forget and I fear one day everything would disappear. I'm afraid I'll never get to experience something so great ever again.
I'm willing to, but are you? |
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[Jul. 25th, 2011|11:43 pm] |
People say that distance can either make or break a person. The past week was well, very surreal and I wish it would never ever ever happen again because the feeling's really dreadful and obnoxious. No words can describe how horrible it was but I must say, I've experienced worse. All the past events have made me realize the meaning of 'Importance'. I've never thought a heartbreak could be this painful, or a tear could lead to an everlasting waterfall of sadness. Treasure. That I have definitely learnt. Never knew someone could mean so much to me, though at times I may be treated at a disadvantage or might've gotten over the top, but eventually, my heart and mind never seem to head towards the same direction. Head says no, heart says yes, vice versa. But ultimately, I guess I choose to follow what my heart really feels. Doubt everything, but not the way you feel deep down inside, because it never lies. There are so many thoughts I wish to express, so many things that my tiny human mind cannot process. Questions often pop into my head, but I never want to voice it out. Timid? An introvert? None of those. I guess some things are better kept unsaid. Things happen unexpectedly, within a blink of an eye. No one knows what or how anything's going to happen. We have to be kept in suspense, for the better or for worse. Definitely hoping for the better right now, that happy thoughts would fill my mind every now and then and that negative influences would disappear. I need to be strong, emotionally especially. Gotta stay focused but somehow, subconsciously, you are always at the back of my mind.
And for this, I pray. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2011|08:38 pm] |
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 "I miss...............
how you would travel just to be able to meet me for an hour or two
how you'd want me to come over to study with you or you'd watch me study
how we'd roam round and round suntec for hours on end
how you'd like to show me off to your friends
how you'd ask me out on days we had nothing to do
how we always made such a great team together
how we'd always be able to make our friends laugh at us
how every morning I'd wake up to a really long message that would immediately make my day
how you'd leave me emails that would make me smile
how you'd cry whenever we quarrel
how we'd hug each other tightly after we decided it was stupid
I hate that you said you've changed...
but I hate myself more for not being able to make you change back." credits: http://datingcupid.blogspot.com/2011/07/old-you.html |
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[Jul. 9th, 2011|12:54 pm] |
LIFE
So many things going on in my life right now. Don't know if I should categorize them under 'negatives' or 'positives'.
Time's flying WAY too fast. Every week's going by in a flash and before you know it, it'll be the end of year 2011.
Let's just say the start of this year had been a rather traumatizing one, with the mid-years being kind of mundane I guess.....
But things are definitely better :) The only things I'm not looking forward to now are the main examinations and of course,
the much dreaded projects. Oh god words can't describe my hatred for schoolwork especially projects.
Have no idea why I had this sudden urge to blog on this ultra sweltering humid saturday morning.
Seriously wish Singapore has 4 seasons sometimes...... Oh well enough of my random ranting.
Crossing my fingers and hoping that the next half of the year will be good, in life, in school and of course, you. |
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[May. 2nd, 2011|09:30 pm] |
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Time flies. It's already May.
Crossing my fingers and hoping that it'll be a better month. |
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